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落胆、そして前へ。-Discouragement, and moving on.2020.04.02

みなさん、お元気ですか?? 身体はピンピン力が有り余ってるのに、なんだか心が疲れてしまっていませんか?



ですが・・・! ひとしきり落胆したあと、今みんなおんなじ問題をもっているのか。と見方を変えてみました。



How are you all doing? Your body is full of energy, but your mind is somehow exhausted, isn't it?

I had one of those days yesterday.
Because all of my favorite jobs, events, gigs, and study groups have all disappeared, and I've had to turn myself down. I couldn't help but think, "Why the heck! I wanted to scream. I became sad afterwards. I choose to do it, and my brain understands it.

I feel like there's an unseen "virus" in my mind at all times, a virus whose identity is still unknown, and I need to consciously create an environment in which I can feel comfortable, or it could take over my head at any moment.

But...! After a moment of discouragement, I wondered if everyone had the same problem now. I tried to put it in perspective.
It doesn't matter if I'm discouraged or happy with it, it doesn't matter to the virus.
So, I'm going to try to take small, small actions to make myself and those around me feel better.

It's easier said than done, but if you go out on the balcony and breathe fresh air, make a cup of tea, or clean a part of your room, then it's easier said than done, isn't it? In good times and bad, it keeps changing and doesn't stop. If that's the case, I'll always aim for the light.